Showing posts with label 13. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 13. Show all posts

Friday, September 2, 2011

Same Thought.


THE LEADER’S DREAM (September 1, 2011)
~.~
@special1004: 모두가 한무대에 서는 날을 꿈꾼다…13
(TRANS: Dream of the day that all of us standing(performing) on the same stage…13 )
(trans by Jinn8812elf)
I have no plans of acting delusional and say that we are destiny because of this.
But as I’ve told you, it just breaks my heart to see Jungsu get disappointed, and his tweet about this dream and the invisibly written fact that it will never come true is like the worst thing that I could ever wake up to. :’(
It pains me more than anything else.

Thursday, September 1, 2011

The Leader's Dream


credits: lee-sungmin.tumblr.com; subs: credited as tagged
I have this dream. Before I enter the military, if only 13 of us would be able to perform together once…
I had that dream.
I know this may sound so selfish considering that it should be Heenim who I should pay attention to but remembering the leader, I can’t help but hurt whenever I realize that this dream which he has been or had been dreaming for, may no longer come true.
When he said this on Radio Star, I know he was serious. I know that his words back then meant something real. I know that that was what he wanted. Because as a leader, there is nothing better than seeing the group – he has taken care of so well and dedicated his whole life to – become one again..
Even for once.
The greatest burden is on Jungsu. Just like during Kangin’s enlistment last year, it is he who should stay the strongest. Because everybody else might just be depending on him for emotional strength.
It’s a difficult phase we’re in right now. And my heart hurts for anyone who’s leaving.
But you know, it hurts more to know that disappointment may come with all these goodbyes. And especially if it’s with Jungsu, I don’t think I can ever handle it well.
If only Jungsu can enlist last… This dream would then still be possible.

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

MUST READ: The consequences of not being ONLY13


Why must Super Junior be ONLY13?
I believe, many ELFs have seen different versions of ONLY13, some of you agree, some of you don’t.
Many versions done by Chinese and Korean ELFs, started circulating between 2008 to 2009. I do not disagree, that many things have changed over the years. However, the concept of ONLY13, still stands. In fact, I strongly stand by the notion that, we should uphold it even more.
Please do not discredit me first. Hear me out.
Emotional versions, you have heard many. Since I am an older ELF (in terms of age), I would like to address this from a different aspect, no cries & plead, I want to point out the reality to all.
Why ONLY 13?
“ONLY 13” Does not mean we ANTI the other two. On the contrary, if you have been to any Super Show 3, you will notice, that we gave them as warm a welcome, as much support. However, to us, they will always be SJM, not SJ.
Everybody knows, when Super Junior was first formed, it was a pilot project, a 12 person boyband, to test the market’s acceptance level. Every year, there were supposed to have new members replacing old ones. Super Junior05 was debuted, with the anticipation of members being replaced anytime.
TWINS success in 2005, paved the road for Super Junior, a massive boyband, each has his own quality. ELF was formed. The success of Super Junior, was unexpected by the company, and ELF’s loyalty and power, also frightened them. The launch of U in 2006, promoted Super Junior from newbies to a much higher tier, but also created the first clash between ELF and the company. When the company decided to add one more member, ELF objected violently, because they were worried that with the incoming of this new member, it means someone existing, will need to leave. Fortunately, with the company’s words, and the new member’s efforts, ELF finally accepted a 13 member Super Junior, and Super Junior 05 officially dropped it’s 05, and became Super Junior. We, ELFs, now have our beloved maknae, Cho Kyuhyun.
I believe everyone must have heard that Kyuhyun really had a hard time when he first came. One day, he got drunk and complained to Ryeowook tearfully “Teuk hyeong doesn’t like me. He makes me suffer..” Now you can see this magnae is being spoiled by his pampered hyeongs, actually he beared hardship for 6 months before being accepted by his hyeongs. That’s why Eunhyuk said “The others please don’t come here, Teuk hyeong doesn’t like it.”
2007 is the most heart wrenching year for Super Junior and ELFs, a serious (almost fatal) accident, forced SJ to cease all work and projects. I believe ELFs are very clear about this, I do not need to elaborate.
2008, 2th album (2jib) celebrated Kyuhyun’s comeback, but it also ignited the 2nd clash. In Don’t Don’s mv, a new face was seen, a young man playing violin, and given a long solo. The attentive ELFs, suspected the company is up to some tricks again, started the movement: ONLY13. So, K ELFs did a silent protest, raised some cash to buy 1 share of the company, symbolizing ELFs, now becoming a shareholder, can vote in the AGM on any topics that will affect the company. And C ELFs also had a signature event with 10 thousand people. This seemingly ridiculous act, had successfully forced the company to declare: no new member will be added, no change of current member lineup. This “new face”, will only be included in SJM, a sub group that is targeting on China market. As a result, a first in history of kpop, additional members that do not belong to the core group, are now added in the sub group.
Don’t look down at us ELF!
Now, everyone will be asking, why do we insist on 13? Why don’t we just let the other two join?
ELFs then may not be able to predict what will the outcome be, for protesting. But, ELFs do know, what the outcome can be, if ELFs do not protest. These few years, I can feel even stronger, if not for the protest then, what will be the ending for SJ.
Lets fast forward to the present time:
2009, the highly acclaimed house of red, split into 2 due to contractual dispute, it’s fans were also divided. 2010, the leader from another promising boyband, due to the surfacing of his past extreme remarks posted in his blogs prior to debuting, left the group and the company (forced?/volunteered?). 2011, a young boyband had 2 of its 7 members shockingly replaced.
If, due to the departure of one member (take our case, Hangeng), the company is allowed to replace him, this will also means that the company can replace any member at its own whim and fancy. We can’t fight back: “you can only replace Hangeng, but not the rest”, as we have lost the first right (legally, if a precedent is set, all subsequent cases will usually follow what was done before). If departure is the “lawful” way, then the company can always force a departure, willingly, or not.
ELFs, think about it, If not for the fact that ELFs have been very forceful and stubborn about ONLY13 belief, l can literately count the possible results:
1) The first to be replaced will be our Angel Teuk and Flower Heechul.
Reason:
a. Their age, is way over the average age of a idol boyband
b. Teukie and Heenim’s popularity, ensures their solo career, taking them out, can allow new members to ride on the famous brand name SJ, while building their foundation
c. the Fanbase of both 83liners are very big, separating them, will divide the power of ELFs
2) Kangin’s return will be unpredictable.
Reason:
a. Kangin is strong headed, stubborn, brave, resulting in him having several brushes with law recently. From the company’s aspect, he is a problem child (if he is still considered a child). If not for fear of ELF’s power, for another protest, I am afraid, Kangin’s current fate, will not just be sent to army, it will be a total strike off. Even till now, ELFs have been closely watching Kangin while he is in the army, other than simply missing him, we are also ensuring the company do not assume that, they can wipe off Kangin from ELF’s memory, in the span of two years. Whether a return after he is dismissed from army, is secured, will depend largely on who will emerge as the winner, from this tug of war between ELF and the company.
3) Shindong’s future unknown.
Reason:
a. Lets face it, Shindong, having been surviving in a idol group for as long as 5 years, is a rare sight. He can be a great comedian, a compare, even a broadcaster, but if the company had absolute power to decide, what do you think, is the possibility of him staying in the group?
4) KRY will be singled out immediately.
Reason:
a. This is straight forward, KRY has the best vocal in the group, splitting them out first, will enable the company to redirect their resources, allowing them to focus on Japan and China market, markets that value ballards
5) Kibum’s return will be impossible.
Reason:
a. Kibum had always wanted to focus on his acting career, but, he has never object to participate SJ activities in –between. If the company can bring in new members easily, Kibum will have no worries.
After all these, our Super Junior, will be changed beyond recognition. Over the years, how many of the original members will still be intact? Is this the result we wanted? Fans will leave with their bias, separated & divided. Super Junior, will no longer be the Super Band, ELFs, will no longer be the strong backing.
From then on, Super Junior will no longer raise any emotional memories, ELF, the supposedly Patron Saint, will disappear, with the departure of the original members.
This, may be the reason why, our men, despite: not having to sing more than 10 seconds in each song, not being able to speak in most interviews, having to squeeze into overcrowding stages (to the extent that some have to face the wall & stop dancing), forgoing more financial gains, still decide to stick together, extended the contract. Even if we can’t gather all 13 now, even though those who are enlisted, went on solo temporarily, in hiatus, have yet to return, but, as long as they are still here, Super Junior, is still our Super Junior. However, a Super Junior without the original members, will no longer be Super Junior…
Chinggu, you can doubt my analysis, maybe things will not go the direction I thought, but, heart to heart, can we afford the possibility of such an outcome?
Let me stress again, ONLY13, does not exclude the other two, we never will. We will love them, protect them as well. However, should there be any conflict, if we need to choose, our only choice, is very clear, is the original 13 men from Super Junior core group. Super Junior, from Leeteuk to Kyuhyun, not a single missing.
If fans are not strong enough, they won’t be able to secure their idols.
You have the right to love many people, but I protect the original SJ only.
Author: Jeslyn Ho
My two cents:
This is what I am saying and I am immensely thankful to the great author for coming up with this. :)
To me, there are two kinds of ONLY13 ELFs in this world, those who know what they are doing and those who have no idea what they are there for.
First and foremost, I was never a part of the ONLY13 group and I have to admit that I had my fair share of hating them but when I knew of their reason for doing so, I knew I was wrong.
ELFs, I tell you. We did a great choice of sticking in this fandom.
ONLY13 people who continuously bash Henry and Zhoumi, stop it. You are doing it wrong.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Mindfuck.


You’re about to read the most random post because I have to get over my randomness. A few questions have been running in and out of my mind, and I don’t get it why they don’t fucking get tired… Coz I’m trying to pick up the pieces and I’m still not getting any conclusions…
of what I’m supposed to think about.
Fuck yeah.
I’m random. I’m stupid. My words aren’t so deep. I’m not worthy to be called a writer.
But one thing I can be proud: I make sure that my readers understand. And more than that, I make sure that I understand what I’m writing.
Okay….
I miss Geng. and I miss Kangin. Really. I have nothing to say about Kibum. He’s been out in the streets, prolly drinking and playing bowling with Heechul or just anyone. Geez. I can only be sure of Kangin. I can only be sure that only one is coming back. Oh well, at least, someone will be back.
“When I get out of the army, all 13 of us will be back on stage again.”
I still believe, though. I have this feeling that before the end of the world, I’ll be seeing them again together on stage.
You know what? I have this feeling that this world’s end is coming near. I didn’t watch 2012 but boy am I getting afraid with all the earthquakes, typhoons and fucking volcanic eruptions. I mean, okay, I have to be a good daughter to my parents and a good sister to my oppa.
Fine. I’m changing.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKK!
I’m intending to make you dizzy with this post, because I’m that stupid. LOL.
This should’ve been on tumblr. Ok yeah, I’ll be posting this on tumblr too.
You know what? I don’t even get it why I have readers when all I post are random shits and everything that’s very known to everyone.
But knowing that I have readers make me feel so accepted, I feel so belonged.
so HEARTSSSSSSSSS TO ALL OF YOU.
I can die *virtually* for all of you guys. I love you!

Saturday, September 25, 2010

HAVE vs HAD


photo credits: lee-sungmin.tumblr.com
I have this dream, before I enter the military, if only 13 of us would be able to perform together once…
I HAD THAT DREAM.
This could have been perfect. The idealism. The dream. It’s the sweetest thing that I have ever heard Jungsoo say, so far. Thirteen before he goes to the army. And that’s more than saying ‘I want us to be back together again, all thirteen, next year.’
It’s how I have expected from a leader. Indeed, he knows what we have all wanted.
But what made me think otherwise is the translation. If this is accurate, then there’s a difference between the two sentences.
If you try to read it carefully, you’ll know that HAVE is different from HAD.
Yeah.
You know what, once again, we have the same thoughts. Should this be accurate, Jungsoo had spoken my mind. Before he enters the military, I want to see them again.
But I think it will just remain as a dream, which is supposed to be forgotten.
Or… am I just missing Geng a lot that my faith is starting to falter?

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Blue Means Loyalty.


When I think of all the possibilities, I fear the future. Who knows what could happen? After a few months, a few years… Nothing is certain. Nothing could ever be sure.
I guess that is why God gave us the ability to hope and to believe that things will happen the way we want it to be. He’s a wise God and He does not give anything for nothing.
I would like to share to you my current thoughts: If we are focused on the way we look at things and we believe that it’s gonna happen, it willThoughts are magnets to reality. What you believe is what you get. That’s how simple life is, only we don’t fully understand.
Because we look for a much more complicated way. Since we see life as a complex process, we tend to think that everything’s as complex as it. Geez. I’m not coming clean, I am often that way. But at least, join me in this change.
Everyone, we always say we 13elieve. As ELF, it has been a common motto among all of us. But I fear like not everyone understands what it means. We promise to 13elieve, but to some people, why are there doubts?
I fear the possibilities of losing Geng, Kibum and Kangin. I’m a paranoia-infested individual and it’s difficult for me to look at things brightly.
But I have chosen to 13elieve.
Because as I have implied, if my heart fully believes that I’m gonna see all thirteen of them again on one stage, I know it will happen. In an unknown time, in an unknown circumstance, in an unknown surprise.
And just like how the old saying goes, everything’s just in the state of mind. The world fills our brains with so many ideas, and it’s up to us on which to believe.
Good luck on whatever you would choose to hope for.