After Six Years...

Yesterday, I came across the news about a Hong Kong popstar's death by car crash. I may not know who Sita Chan was but her death affected me. The incident obviously triggered my nostalgia, especially because it was April 18 when it happened. You see, it's just a day before the 19th; and the horror of April 19 never actually left my reverie.

I know I should move on and all. I don't even know them yet when that happened. But unknown to some, that was exactly what turned me into a fan. When I saw the clips of the accident being shown in Star King while Kyuhyun was singing A Whole New World with Charice Pempengco, it all began.

Truth is, I don't bask on the horrifying truth that I couldn't have known Kyuhyun and Jungsu (and Hyukjae and Donghee). The nostalgia immediately fades whenever I remember the incident, leaving me with nothing but intense gratefulness that... yeah, they're alive.

I may no longer be active in this fandom; but I never left. While I do think of that because of some normotic and obsessive fans, I could never push through. Because I love the fact that these boys are parts of my life. I'm glad to be here. I'm glad to be with them. 

And I am really thankful that fate had laid out bigger plans for them. And I wish that they are given longer lives and better chances to enjoy it well. 

Don’t Make it Happen Again.

I’M NEVER GONNA SEE YOU LIKE THIS AGAIN.

MIt breaks my heart. Ahuhuhu. My evil prince, fighting for his life. Pictures had said it all. And I don’t wanna hear whatever they’re gonna say in the future, anymore.

I have read an interesting article about the accident. And I know it’s stupid to talk about this after 3 long years. But I can’t help but create a connection.

You see, after Hangeng filed the case, Kyuhyun got to step into the limelight. No offense meant, everyone. I’m enjoying every bit of it though I miss Geng a lot. But haven’t you noticed? When the Chinese Prince left, the evil magnae started to take over.

And now, I can’t help but relate that to the article I’ve read. It says there that it is not the ruptured tire or the fast driving or the wet road that are to be blamed of what happened. It is the too much promotions and too tight schedule of the boys.

Come to think of it. The manager is much tired than the boys, and we know that. With the tightest schedule ever, it is not his fault that he had to speed up so that they may get to another commitment on time. Right?

Oh, these are all the writer’s opinions. I’m just sharing it here.

But my point is this: They’re starting to REALLY tire the boys again, and the managers as well. Uh, not that it stopped but I mean it’s something more serious now.

Kyuhyun’s a baby. Leeteuk’s too vulnerable. The boys between their ages are just humans. The managers, oh, they don’t have super powers. Would the company be generous enough to somehow set aside their financial gains and prioritize the health of its employees and stars?

Nothing much. Just being so critical. :|