Be a Miracle.

It’s 2011 and I’ve got no plans of riding the bandwagon and come up with a long list of New Year’s Resolution. I won’t be able to keep most of it, anyway. I’d rather spare myself from the frustration.

But I have one though, seriously. Yes, this year, I just want to be a miracle.

Too much, I know. But this is more possible that making myself believe that I can bring my waistline back to 26 inches. (THOUGH I WILL DO IT, BY HOOK OR BY CROOK.)

Maybe, this is because I love the feeling of being appreciated. I love it when I see people smile, become contented and succeed because of me. My heart flutters everytime I hear ‘thank you’s’. It makes me believe that I am still capable of becoming the good person that I want myself to be and that I have a purpose.

I really want to be a miracle to others. I want to be the answer to their prayers. I want to be the instrument in letting people know that life isn’t always rude and that no matter how cruel this world may seem to be, there’s always a good thing on it.

Also, I know how it feels to be disappointed. That’s why as much as possible, I want to be of help to people.

Now that 2011 has officially begun, my journey as a miracle commences too. To those I personally know, please allow me to enter your hearts each day; and to those who do not, I wish that this blog would somehow make a difference as how it did to others.

Let’s all have a fruitful future to look forward to. Happy New Year everyone!

My Own Miracles

Miracle has been like an anthem to me. This song really makes me feel like there are so many things to be thankful for so why do I have to dwell on the things that do nothing but hurt me?

I always think like people always leave me. I always that I’m good for nothing that why nobody cares to stay. But as I ponder on it, I’m such an idiot to even think of that.

Because there are people, and there will always be people who will stick with me until the very end. There’ll be people who will believe not just on what I can do, not just on who I can be, but on what I currently am. There will always be people who will love me for who I am. There will be people who will care for me the way I’ve always wanted to be cared for.

And they’re my miracles. And with them, life couldn’t get better.

God is really wise. He makes me find answers on the most unexpected things. As I was feeling down today, He found a way to make me feel okay.

In this part, I would like to thank the people who have been so sweet to share their lives with me. I met them through twitter and though we constantly exchange ‘I love yous’ and ‘I miss yous’, it cannot be enough to show them how much I’m grateful to have them as my friends.

Danica, Lee, Cybil, Mook, XiaTian, Sarah, May, Pia, Kaja and Kris…

No matter how many times I tell you I love you, I know it will never be enough. You’re my constant escapes, thank you very much. ♥

People, they are just some of my most loved entities (^^~~) in the Sapphire Blue World. I might be very specific with them, but hey, you know how much I love each of you. :)

As I write this, I heard Kibum sing: “I love you baby, and I’m never gonna stop“

I smiled and said, True enough.

Leeteuk was Hospitalized

On 28th September, Super Junior’s Leeteuk was hospitalized while filming KBS “Miracle” due to a high fever.

The crew members were worried for Leeteuk’s body as he did not look good during the filming. However, Leeteuk smiled and claimed that he was okay.

But, the bright lit indoor ice-skating rink made his body condition worse and he was then sent to the nearest hospital for treatment.

Super Junior members Yesung, Shindong and Eunhyuk said that Leeteuk had a case of fever a few days ago and they were afraid that he might have contracted swine flu.

After a short treatment, Leeteuk went back for recording and apologized for affecting the filming.

He also told the crew members not to worry about him.

Fortunately, he was tested in the hospital and the cause of his fever was mainly due to fatigue. He was discharged today.

credits: (in chinese) suju-blue.com; translated by kyubes @ sj-world.net