Fine.

I think sleep did the wonder. After ranting so much about what some fucking haters did to Jungsoo’s face during a streaming of yesterday’s Music Bank, I think I felt better now that I got enough sleep… and of course, Teuk tweeted.

Somehow, it felt just re-assuring that he’s fine. I mean, I am not hoping that he knows or will know of it. It’s just that it made me calm down knowing that they are happy that they won (or at least, I believe that they are – please I don’t want to read stories or fanaccounts that tell otherwise.)

Ok. I’m going random. But really, with everything that’s going on now and everything that will probably happen in the future, I can’t help but think that we’re on our own. I am not jumping into conclusions but I think it’s once again Super Junior and ELF against the world.

Just thinking.

RESPECT BEGETS RESPECT

I KNOW I PROMISED TO KEEP CALM ALREADY AND BE MATURE ON EVERYTHING. I KNOW I SWORE THAT I WILL TRY TO JUST FOCUS ON THE BOYS’ HAPPINESS. AND I KNOW THAT I HAVE INSISTED THAT WE DISREGARD ALL HATERS AND JUST GO ON WITH OUR LIVES.

BUT WHOSE PROMISES WOULDN’T BE BROKEN IF YOU WILL SEE THIS KIND OF FUCKERY BEING DONE TO THE PERSON YOU VOWED TO PROTECT:

APPARENTLY, THIS WAS DONE IN DAUM. I DON’T WANT TO MENTION THE FANDOM INVOLVED BUT REALLY, AS I AM LITERALLY SHAKING IN ANGER, I JUST WANT TO LET ALL EMOTIONS OUT TONIGHT.

HOW WILL YOU FEEL IF THIS RUDE THING IS DONE TO YOUR IDOLS? HOW WOULD YOU FREAKING REACT IF YOU SEE YOUR BIAS’ FACE BEING DOODLED ON IN THIS KIND OF MANNER WHEN HE IS DELIVERING HIS SPEECH OF GRATITUDE FOR WINNING SOMETHING HIS GROUP DESERVES? HOW WILL YOU ALL FEEL IF MOST INTERNATIONAL FANS HAVE WITNESSED THIS KIND OF IMMATURITY?

HOW WOULD YOU FUCKING FEEL IF YOUR BIAS GETS DISRESPECTED RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR VERY EYES!?

말해!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE TRIED TO ACT MATURELY TOWARDS DIFFERENT BASHING AND RUDENESS THAT PEOPLE ARE THROWING AGAINST SUPER JUNIOR, PARTICULARLY THE LEADER. BUT I WOULDN’T LET THIS PASS. THIS IS JUST TOO MUCH TO HANDLE. THIS IS JUST TOO MUCH TO BEAR. THIS KIND OF ACTION IS NOT SOMETHING THAT EDUCATED PEOPLE DO. THIS IS SOMETHING WHICH ONLY THOSE WHO KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT GOOD MANNERS WILL DO. 

THIS IS JUST TOO MUCH. AREN’T YOU ALL TIRED OF TRYING TO PULL US ALL DOWN? WE HAVE JUST STARTED AGAIN. OUR BOYS HAVE JUST COME BACK. DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT THIS IS THE BEST THING TO DO TO ELIMINATE THE THREAT THAT WE ARE BRINGING TO YOU? AND.. IN THE FIRST PLACE, IF YOU THINK THAT YOUR IDOLS ARE THE BEST, WHY WOULD YOU EVEN CONSIDER SUPER JUNIOR AS A THREAT!?

IS THIS THE PRICE TO PAY FOR BEING IN THE INDUSTRY FOR FIVE YEARS ALREADY? IS THIS THE PRICE TO PAY FOR BEING CHOSEN AS ONE OF THE GREATEST HALLYU STARS? IS THIS THE FUCKING PRICE TO PAY FOR  BEING ABLE TO REACH A POSITION THAT NOT EVERYBODY CAN?

NOBODY WANTS FANWARS. NOBODY PREFERS HATE. WE ALL JUST WANT TO LIVE IN HARMONY, RIGHT? BUT AFTER THIS, WHO WOULDN’T FUCKING GIVE IN TO THE CHALLENGERS? OUR BOYS ARE BEING TREATED LIKE DOGS ALREADY FOR A LONG, LONG TIME. ISN’T IT ENOUGH THAT OTHERS ARE OBVIOUSLY BEING FAVORED OVER THEM? ISN’T IT ENOUGH!?

I THOUGHT THERE’S HOPE ON US, FANS, ALREADY. I THOUGHT I HAVE STARTED TO SEE LIGHT ON THIS DARK AND DIRTY INDUSTRY. BUT APPARENTLY, I FORGOT THAT THERE’S TOO MANY FANDOMS IN THIS WORLD.