Are We Nearing Goodbye?

Truth be told, I don't feel any excitement about the 6jib. Don't get me wrong though. It's just that I feel it was  so rushed, I wasn't even able to prepare.

But the comeback is actually far from my real concerns when it comes to Super Junior. My attention is really on the fact that we're really getting there.

Park Jungsu is really entering the army soon.

Honestly? I don't know what to feel. But I think I'll be fine. I've stayed away long enough to test myself and I realized that I'll be able to get through it.

I think I really have to tell it here (although not many would really care).

When I got my Mr. Simple and as I listen to all the tracks, one particular struck me like lightning: My Love, My Kiss, My Heart. I didn't really look for its translation but as music never fails to find its way to me, I had the inkling of what that song was trying to say: Goodbye.


I can still remember how I talked to Danica that night, crying as I type the words I've always dreaded to say. The 5JIB presented itself to me in a deeper manner. It's more than just being the fifth album of Super Junior. It's more than just new songs.

To me, the Mr. Simple album was like a subliminal instrument to tell me, and all of us in this fandom, that they're about to take their own paths, quite far from us.

Since then, I have forced myself not to pay too much attention anymore. Since then, I built walls around my fragile heart. Because as everyone knows and as how I've always pointed out, I am weak when it comes to parting. I realized then that I have to get myself used to not being with them, so that when the time comes, I wouldn't have to hurt so much.

Because no matter how much I try to deny, it will hurt like hell if Jungsu leaves.

That's when I focused my attention on other groups... So now that 6JIB is about to be released, I feel like I'm starting to get lost again. Honestly, I am torn between just keeping the distance or going back to the place which I've missed so much but fear a lot.

*facepalm*

Usapang Tagalog Ulit!

Ang opinyon ko sa isyu ng SiHae ay pareho lang din sa opinyon ko ngayon sa pagdating sa SS3 3D. Hindi ko alam kung sino-sino ang may pakialam at sino-sino ang magsasabing wag na lang akong makialam. Pero gusto kong magsalita.

Nakita ko ang sitwasyon at naniwala ako na magkakaroon nga tayo ng pagkakataon na makita sina Siwon at Donghae. Maniwala kayo't sa hindi, isa ako sa mga excited dahil hindi ko itatangging gusto ko pa rin silang makita... sa Pilipinas. Walang SS4 Manila, at ito yung natitira nating pag-asa.

Makapangyarihan ang mga salita at nag-uumapaw ang kahulugan. Pero ang naiwang tanong: HINDI BA TALAGA KAYANG MAGHINTAY?

Marami ng pagkakataon na nasayang ang pagod at maraming nabigo dahil kagagawan ng iilan. Hindi ako naninisi dahil hindi rin naman ako malinis. Pero naaawa lang kasi ako talaga sa mga kaibigan kong halos parang MMDA na ang trabaho dahil lagi na lang naglilinis ng kalat ng iba. Minsan, pwede na ring DPWH dahil sunod-sunod na beses na silang nagtatakip ng butas na ginawa ng mga taong..........

Nagulat ako sa sagot sa tweet na yon dahil tama rin naman ang opinyon nung sinagot. Pero pwede bang isantabi nalang ang opinyon at wag na paulanan ng tanong at sangkaterbang reklamo yung mga taong wala naman talagang pananagutan sa atin? Hindi naman kasi nila tayo responsibilidad. Kaya wag tayong maging pabigat.

Ayokong magbanggit ng pangalan dahil gusto ko pa ring sanayin nating lahat ang pag-iisip. Safety measures na rin kung sakaling may ibang hindi naman alam ang isyu.

Pero sa mga nakakaalam at alam nilang isa sila sa mga pinaparatingan ko nitong mensaheng ito, tama na muna. Praktisin natin yung pasensya at paghihintay. Hindi naman masama yon. At katulad na rin ng sinabi ko dati, wag na nating bigyan ng dahilan yung mga may kakayanan na dalhin dito ang Super Junior para umatras sa plano nila. Dahil kahit gano pa tayo kagandang market, walang silbi yon kung madali naman tayong makapikon.