So it's time, huh?
Maybe I was just too busy, or maybe I really ended up not paying attention.. But obviously, time flew fast and in a few days, it's gonna be September. And you know what this month is well-anticipated for? Park Jungsu's enlistment.
I don't really know what to feel. I have kept my distance in hope that this would not hurt as much as it would; and frankly speaking, I think I did a good job. I have to admit that a part of me doesn't want to care anymore...
Truth be told, I think Jungsu's enlistment would just like Heechul's. He had been through a severe accident in 2007 so I doubt they would let him enter the army as a soldier. Although I have this thought that Jungsu would indeed prefer to serve the military as a soldier than a public servant, I still believe that there is this huge possibility that the leader would just end up within the reach of the admiring public.
So that is the reason why I couldn't feel so despaired anymore, as opposed to how I thought I would be, way back in the past.
However, I guess it's not wrong to admit that his enlistment does affect me.
I know Super Junior would still do well, and they would all be okay - even without Jungsu by their sides. The legacy would continue because the remaining members are equipped and blessed with the capabilities to retain the popularity and success of the group.
But to be honest, I couldn't imagine Super Junior without the leader. Although we've experienced this twice already and we even lost another member before, it's different when it's Park Jungsu. And it's not just because I'm a stan...
It's because the leader plays a very integral role in maintaining utmost harmony among everyone. He has the power to impose whatever with just a stare, a smirk, a smile, a laughter, or some words. Jungsu has that influence which nobody among Super Junior could equate.
Most importantly, I couldn't imagine myself having no one to troll this much. lmao.
No seriously, I somehow feel sad that he's finally enlisting. But dude, I'm seeing the brighter side. I've pushed him to the army, right? After two years (which will certainly fly fast), I will start pushing him to get married.
Hehehe.
Monday, August 27, 2012
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
I Love You
I want to express myself using every language but it seems like I can only express myself the best in Korean so I can only shout out to the fans like this..thank you..!!!for allowing me to feel that love has no age or country barriers..Thank you for being part of Suju(,) part of ELF and I love you..
ㅠㅠ
-Leeteuk
(trans by @teukables)
I love you, Park Jungsu.
I may waver a lot and I may not look at you a lot, but nothing can erase the fact that you are my home,
and home is where my heart will always be.
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
It's Party Time with the Sexy, Free and Single (?)
When I saw the teaser for the first time, I didn't like it. Another box, just better. Then people were pointing out that the set was another recycled one because it was used already in one DBSK MV. Hyuk was made to wear something Sehun wore for History. And the song was somehow auto-tuned again.
But as I watch it for the second time, it felt like brand new. And I knew that I just got used to the old Super Junior scheme that I didn't notice the fact that Super Junior is presenting me with something quite extra ordinary.
There is something to expect, I thought.
***
I've listened to all SJ songs and I can say that this style is beyond their usual. When I first heard the song in full, I was easily addicted to it. It came unexpected though because although it has the same Yoo Youngjin-feel, it is strangely unique. Like there's something in it which was prepared for the past years.
Maybe I don't know much about music but I could say that this is close to club music. It makes you dance. It makes you move. It makes you close your eyes and imagine yourself popping to the beat. It makes you wonder if this is really Super Junior... or another group.
The song is addicting, and it is fucking way better than Mr. Simple.
***
I woke up to a bad weather. It was raining hard and even my parents were clueless why the weather was weird. There weren't any news that there's typhoon either. Class and work suspensions were announced here and there. And then, my TList told me that it was also raining in some parts of Singapore and Japan (where it was supposed to be sunny)...
The answer came to me on 12PM KST though. SM Entertainment released the Sexy, Free and Single music video of Super Junior.
Rain kings, they are.
The music video is far better than I expected. Although they were still in a box, it was way better than anything else. You would easily notice that the company had indeed put effort for them this time. I personally love the sets...
AND THE EFFECTS.
I personally like the octagon design, although until now, I am not sure as to what that was for. I love how it exploded into pieces and then Yesung faded in singing his lines. The jumps were a little off for me but I think it was needed.
And then don't talk to me about the camera shots because I am fucking spazzing over it. IT DIDN'T MAKE ME DIZZY, that alone is reason enough to call this video perfect.
***
The choreography is awesome.
It is not as move-y as Don't Don, not as complex as Sorry Sorry, not as catchy as Mr. Simple... But being a former dancer, boy the choreography is difficult. YOU WOULD NEED INTENSE SENSE OF BALANCE TO PERFECT THE STUNTS!
Many people would not agree. I, myself, didn't like it the first time I saw it. But it will grow on you guys, believe me. Although it looked like it was really intended for older dancers, it is really something we can call a 'GREAT DANCE'.
Why? Because the choreography is awesome.
***
The boys, themselves, basically slapped me with reality: SUPER JUNIOR OWNS ME.
I don't care about the leather whatever or Siwon's weird hairstyle, or anything else. These boys are perfect whatever you make them wear. The charm compensates for everything. The charm which is very broad to be explained by words.
Every flick, every stare, every move... It nails me permanent to the fact that yes, Super Junior owns me.
Cho Kyuhyun, I'll get back to you for killing me. Just wait.
***
Now, here comes one of the most special reasons why Sexy, Free & Single is awesome: Kim Yongwoon.
After three longing years, here he is now - back and alive. Seeing him performing and keeping up with his brothers, I can no longer complain about anything else against SME. The fact that they brought him back is a reason enough to just keep my mouth shut for any flaw (if ever there is one).
His voice is as flawless as ever. Although it was obvious that he was struggling with the choreography, he managed to cover it up with his presence.
And no other reason could top that.
***
HAVE A GOOD TIME, IT'S PARTY TIME.
BECAUSE SUPER JUNIOR IS HERE.
LET'S ALL WELCOME THE KINGS BACK.
But as I watch it for the second time, it felt like brand new. And I knew that I just got used to the old Super Junior scheme that I didn't notice the fact that Super Junior is presenting me with something quite extra ordinary.
There is something to expect, I thought.
***
I've listened to all SJ songs and I can say that this style is beyond their usual. When I first heard the song in full, I was easily addicted to it. It came unexpected though because although it has the same Yoo Youngjin-feel, it is strangely unique. Like there's something in it which was prepared for the past years.
Maybe I don't know much about music but I could say that this is close to club music. It makes you dance. It makes you move. It makes you close your eyes and imagine yourself popping to the beat. It makes you wonder if this is really Super Junior... or another group.
The song is addicting, and it is fucking way better than Mr. Simple.
***
I woke up to a bad weather. It was raining hard and even my parents were clueless why the weather was weird. There weren't any news that there's typhoon either. Class and work suspensions were announced here and there. And then, my TList told me that it was also raining in some parts of Singapore and Japan (where it was supposed to be sunny)...
The answer came to me on 12PM KST though. SM Entertainment released the Sexy, Free and Single music video of Super Junior.
Rain kings, they are.
The music video is far better than I expected. Although they were still in a box, it was way better than anything else. You would easily notice that the company had indeed put effort for them this time. I personally love the sets...
AND THE EFFECTS.
I personally like the octagon design, although until now, I am not sure as to what that was for. I love how it exploded into pieces and then Yesung faded in singing his lines. The jumps were a little off for me but I think it was needed.
And then don't talk to me about the camera shots because I am fucking spazzing over it. IT DIDN'T MAKE ME DIZZY, that alone is reason enough to call this video perfect.
***
The choreography is awesome.
It is not as move-y as Don't Don, not as complex as Sorry Sorry, not as catchy as Mr. Simple... But being a former dancer, boy the choreography is difficult. YOU WOULD NEED INTENSE SENSE OF BALANCE TO PERFECT THE STUNTS!
Many people would not agree. I, myself, didn't like it the first time I saw it. But it will grow on you guys, believe me. Although it looked like it was really intended for older dancers, it is really something we can call a 'GREAT DANCE'.
Why? Because the choreography is awesome.
***
The boys, themselves, basically slapped me with reality: SUPER JUNIOR OWNS ME.
I don't care about the leather whatever or Siwon's weird hairstyle, or anything else. These boys are perfect whatever you make them wear. The charm compensates for everything. The charm which is very broad to be explained by words.
Every flick, every stare, every move... It nails me permanent to the fact that yes, Super Junior owns me.
Cho Kyuhyun, I'll get back to you for killing me. Just wait.
***
Now, here comes one of the most special reasons why Sexy, Free & Single is awesome: Kim Yongwoon.
After three longing years, here he is now - back and alive. Seeing him performing and keeping up with his brothers, I can no longer complain about anything else against SME. The fact that they brought him back is a reason enough to just keep my mouth shut for any flaw (if ever there is one).
His voice is as flawless as ever. Although it was obvious that he was struggling with the choreography, he managed to cover it up with his presence.
And no other reason could top that.
***
HAVE A GOOD TIME, IT'S PARTY TIME.
BECAUSE SUPER JUNIOR IS HERE.
LET'S ALL WELCOME THE KINGS BACK.
Friday, June 15, 2012
Are We Nearing Goodbye?
Truth be told, I don't feel any excitement about the 6jib. Don't get me wrong though. It's just that I feel it was so rushed, I wasn't even able to prepare.
But the comeback is actually far from my real concerns when it comes to Super Junior. My attention is really on the fact that we're really getting there.
Park Jungsu is really entering the army soon.
Honestly? I don't know what to feel. But I think I'll be fine. I've stayed away long enough to test myself and I realized that I'll be able to get through it.
I think I really have to tell it here (although not many would really care).
When I got my Mr. Simple and as I listen to all the tracks, one particular struck me like lightning: My Love, My Kiss, My Heart. I didn't really look for its translation but as music never fails to find its way to me, I had the inkling of what that song was trying to say: Goodbye.
I can still remember how I talked to Danica that night, crying as I type the words I've always dreaded to say. The 5JIB presented itself to me in a deeper manner. It's more than just being the fifth album of Super Junior. It's more than just new songs.
To me, the Mr. Simple album was like a subliminal instrument to tell me, and all of us in this fandom, that they're about to take their own paths, quite far from us.
Since then, I have forced myself not to pay too much attention anymore. Since then, I built walls around my fragile heart. Because as everyone knows and as how I've always pointed out, I am weak when it comes to parting. I realized then that I have to get myself used to not being with them, so that when the time comes, I wouldn't have to hurt so much.
Because no matter how much I try to deny, it will hurt like hell if Jungsu leaves.
That's when I focused my attention on other groups... So now that 6JIB is about to be released, I feel like I'm starting to get lost again. Honestly, I am torn between just keeping the distance or going back to the place which I've missed so much but fear a lot.
*facepalm*
But the comeback is actually far from my real concerns when it comes to Super Junior. My attention is really on the fact that we're really getting there.
Park Jungsu is really entering the army soon.
Honestly? I don't know what to feel. But I think I'll be fine. I've stayed away long enough to test myself and I realized that I'll be able to get through it.
I think I really have to tell it here (although not many would really care).
When I got my Mr. Simple and as I listen to all the tracks, one particular struck me like lightning: My Love, My Kiss, My Heart. I didn't really look for its translation but as music never fails to find its way to me, I had the inkling of what that song was trying to say: Goodbye.
I can still remember how I talked to Danica that night, crying as I type the words I've always dreaded to say. The 5JIB presented itself to me in a deeper manner. It's more than just being the fifth album of Super Junior. It's more than just new songs.
To me, the Mr. Simple album was like a subliminal instrument to tell me, and all of us in this fandom, that they're about to take their own paths, quite far from us.
Since then, I have forced myself not to pay too much attention anymore. Since then, I built walls around my fragile heart. Because as everyone knows and as how I've always pointed out, I am weak when it comes to parting. I realized then that I have to get myself used to not being with them, so that when the time comes, I wouldn't have to hurt so much.
Because no matter how much I try to deny, it will hurt like hell if Jungsu leaves.
That's when I focused my attention on other groups... So now that 6JIB is about to be released, I feel like I'm starting to get lost again. Honestly, I am torn between just keeping the distance or going back to the place which I've missed so much but fear a lot.
*facepalm*
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Usapang Tagalog Ulit!
Ang opinyon ko sa isyu ng SiHae ay pareho lang din sa opinyon ko ngayon sa pagdating sa SS3 3D. Hindi ko alam kung sino-sino ang may pakialam at sino-sino ang magsasabing wag na lang akong makialam. Pero gusto kong magsalita.
Nakita ko ang sitwasyon at naniwala ako na magkakaroon nga tayo ng pagkakataon na makita sina Siwon at Donghae. Maniwala kayo't sa hindi, isa ako sa mga excited dahil hindi ko itatangging gusto ko pa rin silang makita... sa Pilipinas. Walang SS4 Manila, at ito yung natitira nating pag-asa.
Makapangyarihan ang mga salita at nag-uumapaw ang kahulugan. Pero ang naiwang tanong: HINDI BA TALAGA KAYANG MAGHINTAY?
Marami ng pagkakataon na nasayang ang pagod at maraming nabigo dahil kagagawan ng iilan. Hindi ako naninisi dahil hindi rin naman ako malinis. Pero naaawa lang kasi ako talaga sa mga kaibigan kong halos parang MMDA na ang trabaho dahil lagi na lang naglilinis ng kalat ng iba. Minsan, pwede na ring DPWH dahil sunod-sunod na beses na silang nagtatakip ng butas na ginawa ng mga taong..........
Nagulat ako sa sagot sa tweet na yon dahil tama rin naman ang opinyon nung sinagot. Pero pwede bang isantabi nalang ang opinyon at wag na paulanan ng tanong at sangkaterbang reklamo yung mga taong wala naman talagang pananagutan sa atin? Hindi naman kasi nila tayo responsibilidad. Kaya wag tayong maging pabigat.
Ayokong magbanggit ng pangalan dahil gusto ko pa ring sanayin nating lahat ang pag-iisip. Safety measures na rin kung sakaling may ibang hindi naman alam ang isyu.
Pero sa mga nakakaalam at alam nilang isa sila sa mga pinaparatingan ko nitong mensaheng ito, tama na muna. Praktisin natin yung pasensya at paghihintay. Hindi naman masama yon. At katulad na rin ng sinabi ko dati, wag na nating bigyan ng dahilan yung mga may kakayanan na dalhin dito ang Super Junior para umatras sa plano nila. Dahil kahit gano pa tayo kagandang market, walang silbi yon kung madali naman tayong makapikon.
Nakita ko ang sitwasyon at naniwala ako na magkakaroon nga tayo ng pagkakataon na makita sina Siwon at Donghae. Maniwala kayo't sa hindi, isa ako sa mga excited dahil hindi ko itatangging gusto ko pa rin silang makita... sa Pilipinas. Walang SS4 Manila, at ito yung natitira nating pag-asa.
Makapangyarihan ang mga salita at nag-uumapaw ang kahulugan. Pero ang naiwang tanong: HINDI BA TALAGA KAYANG MAGHINTAY?
Marami ng pagkakataon na nasayang ang pagod at maraming nabigo dahil kagagawan ng iilan. Hindi ako naninisi dahil hindi rin naman ako malinis. Pero naaawa lang kasi ako talaga sa mga kaibigan kong halos parang MMDA na ang trabaho dahil lagi na lang naglilinis ng kalat ng iba. Minsan, pwede na ring DPWH dahil sunod-sunod na beses na silang nagtatakip ng butas na ginawa ng mga taong..........
Nagulat ako sa sagot sa tweet na yon dahil tama rin naman ang opinyon nung sinagot. Pero pwede bang isantabi nalang ang opinyon at wag na paulanan ng tanong at sangkaterbang reklamo yung mga taong wala naman talagang pananagutan sa atin? Hindi naman kasi nila tayo responsibilidad. Kaya wag tayong maging pabigat.
Ayokong magbanggit ng pangalan dahil gusto ko pa ring sanayin nating lahat ang pag-iisip. Safety measures na rin kung sakaling may ibang hindi naman alam ang isyu.
Pero sa mga nakakaalam at alam nilang isa sila sa mga pinaparatingan ko nitong mensaheng ito, tama na muna. Praktisin natin yung pasensya at paghihintay. Hindi naman masama yon. At katulad na rin ng sinabi ko dati, wag na nating bigyan ng dahilan yung mga may kakayanan na dalhin dito ang Super Junior para umatras sa plano nila. Dahil kahit gano pa tayo kagandang market, walang silbi yon kung madali naman tayong makapikon.
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