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Recently, I've been feeling so depressed again over some matters. I feared. I got anxious. I was disappointed with myself. I didn't know what else to do to make myself feel and believe that everything's gonna be okay.
But life really knows how to take me out of the darkness I'm in. Funny how the technique called 'Super Junior' never fails on me. Coz it took only a 4-minute song to paint a really authentic smile on my face.
'Baby don't cry, it's all right now.'
I couldn't really understand the song. It's only the English lines in which I depend on for the whole meaning of the song. And the melody, of course. It's wonderful. It's awesome. It's beautiful. It's everything positive I could ever think of right now for a song.
I don't wanna sound so delusional but every time Kyuhyun sings the part 'Baby don't cry, it's alright now.', I feel like he's talking to me. For the past days, I've been crying myself to sleep and spending the whole day contemplating on my depression - and I think this song has just convinced me to choose happiness again and believe that I can pull through.
The music's on loop right now. I think this will be the case for the whole day. :')