What the hell is happening? What the hell are you all doing this for? Bombarding Teuk’s Baidu Bar with those hurtful and painful comments? OMG.
HOW CAN YOU EVEN WISH HIM TO DIE?
Seriously, more than the annoyance and anger I feel towards those Chinese haters, the fear of seeing Leeteuk get hurt on those comments is really overwhelming me. I don’t want him to see those comments, I don’t want him to hear those words.
This is like twice in a row now. The first was before the Dream Concert, against Sones. That was why he switched to Twitter, right?
I don’t even know what to think about. This is really hurting me a lot.
God. Please, tell them it’s enough.
But on the brighter side, we managed to do this, after 30-minutes of spreading the word:
As far as I know, it’s the fastest KPOP trending topic to rise to Number 1.
I have said before that we are now his defense. Nobody could contest to that anymore with this.
So please, not Leeteuk or any SJ members. Not us, ELF.
When I think of all the possibilities, I fear the future. Who knows what could happen? After a few months, a few years… Nothing is certain. Nothing could ever be sure.
I guess that is why God gave us the ability to hope and to believe that things will happen the way we want it to be. He’s a wise God and He does not give anything for nothing.
I would like to share to you my current thoughts: If we are focused on the way we look at things and we believe that it’s gonna happen, it will. Thoughts are magnets to reality. What you believe is what you get. That’s how simple life is, only we don’t fully understand.
Because we look for a much more complicated way. Since we see life as a complex process, we tend to think that everything’s as complex as it. Geez. I’m not coming clean, I am often that way. But at least, join me in this change.
Everyone, we always say we 13elieve. As ELF, it has been a common motto among all of us. But I fear like not everyone understands what it means. We promise to 13elieve, but to some people, why are there doubts?
I fear the possibilities of losing Geng, Kibum and Kangin. I’m a paranoia-infested individual and it’s difficult for me to look at things brightly.
But I have chosen to 13elieve.
Because as I have implied, if my heart fully believes that I’m gonna see all thirteen of them again on one stage, I know it will happen. In an unknown time, in an unknown circumstance, in an unknown surprise.
And just like how the old saying goes, everything’s just in the state of mind. The world fills our brains with so many ideas, and it’s up to us on which to believe.
Good luck on whatever you would choose to hope for.