I went to hiatus thinking that I have to do this in order to concentrate on what I should be doing. I left The Angels’ Haven believing that this is the best thing to do so that I may produce the best production ever.
But the result is opposite.
The longer I stay away from blogging,the more problems I encounter for this production.
This time I admit, we’re having the worst time. Two weeks left and nothing’s finished yet. We cannot start rehearsing well because some of the people involved are not cooperating. I’m starting to feel like a failure.
BUT THERE IS NO WAY I’M GONNA LET THIS GO.
SO I’M RUNNING BACK TO WHERE I REALLY BELONG.
Everyone, I’m going back to the Angels’ Haven.
Oh, I know it’s nothing much to you. But to me, it’s everything.
You see, this is my comfort zone. When I was away, I realized that I can never live well without producing something for this blog. The Angels’ Haven has been my life for how many months now and looking back, I cannot really believe how I managed to spend one whole week without putting my thoughts here.
Indeed, blogging completes me. It fixes my mind. It settles everything for me. I know I’m kinda weird for loving writing but what can I do? This stressful hobby is actually the best thing I can offer. This is the only thing I’m good at. So why should I let go of it? Even for just a week?
One thing. Writing goes well with Super Junior to me. They are the best things life has ever presented to me. And I am so glad to have them as companions in battling the challenges I’m facing now.
Yeah. I’m starting to write again. And that means you’re starting to tolerate randomness again.