Cyworld: Leeteuk 2009.12.07

2009.12.07 04:26
Title: ..Fool..

..I’m right here..

..Foolishly, I’m right here..

..If I’m here, would you come to me?..

..I’m suffering in pain all alone..

..I only need to stay here a little while, right?..

..I’ll wait..I’ll leave a space for you..

..Fool..

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It was a sad post from the leader. I bet he’s having a hard time. I can feel that he’s hurting. Way too deep. What’s happening? I don’t know. His recent posts are giving me hints that he’s in love. But to whom? I don’t know. Whoever she is, she should know she’s lucky. She should understand how great it is to have Park Jungsoo as his man.

Oh, anyway, I was thinking… Why do we always have the same thoughts? I don’t assume but his most recent posts speak of how I am feeling too – towards, of course, someone else. It’s as if whatever I can’t say, he’s saying it for me.

Could there really be a connection between us?

I know, I know. This is too absurd. I’m daydreaming. It’s the only thing I’m best at.

This post meant a lot. It struck me unexpectedly. I thought I was already numb. After everything, I thought I was invincible. But here I am, still waiting for someone to come back to me. Yeah, I’m foolishly trying to win him back. Because maybe – just maybe – there would be a second chance for us.

Like Teukkie, I’ll wait. I’ll foolishly wait. Though I’m suffering alone. What can I do? I love him. I love him so much that being stupid won’t matter.

The leader and I are feeling the same. And considering that one simple assumption, I know I’ll get by with this pain.